Painful Reactions

" When you have pains in life, always remember this expansion of PAINS:
P - Positive
A - Approach
I - In
N - Negative
S - Situations"
~Unknown

This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Painful Reactions"

What is pain? Is it physical? Is it mental? Is it both? Is it just some stupid emotion that we will never get rid of until some tramatic expirence? The truth is, people will tell you that pain is many different things, but what I do know is that no matter what, it hurts. Isn't that why they call it pain?

Pain comes in a matter of different things. I feel pain when people turn their backs and call me "Ferry Jerry" or "Faggot". I feel pain when I loose a friend because she decides that talking through things is not an option. I feel pain when I hurt my leg when I feel on it in Chicago. I feel pain when things I love dissapear.
What are you pains?

One of my latest "ConfessionTimes" on my twitter said this: #ConfesionTime : Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay so I could live a normal life...
You know it's true, that sometimes I just feel like if I were not gay I could be someone with popular friends, good fun friends, I wouldn't have my family thinking I'm just saying this to get attention. I would be invited to all the parties that the "jocks" or athletes get to go to.
But truth in truth, I'm glad I'm not, because I don't want to be popular and be one of those kids that end up going to those parties and get so drunk and then get caught. Half of those kids are either smoking pot or end up smoking pot. They are too obssessed with being someone and somewhere at all times. And I'm not like that and I don't want to be. I love my friends that I have, sometimes haha, and I have a good life with where I am at now. Sure I'm teased for being gay, but I relize that hey I have a future set out for me. I have more talents then winning Beer Pong and football, I am smart and outgoing and I can talk in front of 6,000 + kids! haha!

Anyways, when life is getting you down and you feel the pain, don't feed into by hurting yourself because that just feeds that monster inside of you, and you don't need that in your life.
Is the he/she worth the pain? Are those stupid jocks that are making fun of you worth the pain? Is the pain worth it all to end it?

Huckleberry soda's & Maroon 5

xoxo
JW