Let your heart win…

When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are, when you wish upon a star, your dreams come true.

This is…

My life to Welcome.

“Let your heart win…”

Walt Disney once said in one of his films, the 1940’s Cartoon classic Pinocchio, that when you wished upon a star your dreams will come true. The question I have though, how long does it take for those “wishes” to come true? For YEARS and YEARS now I’ve wished for countless things: Life to be interesting, somebody to share my life with, that perfect awkward first kiss, to get to Chicago safely on the plane, to have a fun time tomorrow or the next day or so on. I wish for a TON!

Maybe that’s the thing! I wish too much? Maybe. Maybe it’s the fact that no matter how many times I can wish upon a star, falling or not, none of my wishes will come true. Not to put a damper on things, but stars don’t do a freeking thing. How many times have I ‘prayed’ to god about things, and how many times has he helped me out? None. Zip. Zilch. Zero!!

Maybe that’s what I get when I let my heart win. Again, maybe I’m wanting too many things? When has wanting to find that perfect match for my life been too much to ask for? When has wishing that my cousin wouldn’t have to go to Afganastan after all been too much to ask for?

Maybe its just my attitude that is the reason? Maybe! But the point is, no matter how much I expect that my wish. No, scratch that. No matter how much I WISH that my wish would come true, they rarely ever do.

Yet, I never give up hope. Every night I look through my window up in the sky and wish upon a star just WISHING that it will come true. Hoping that maybe something weird and universal is happening up there and that MAYBE my wish might come true after all. However,I will never know.

And I will wait till that one wish will come true. The wish that I have made every time I’ve wished upon a star.

Falling star&some sad pop songs

xoxo

JW