“Hard
is trying to rebuild yourself, piece by piece, with no instruction
book, and no clue as to where all the important bits are supposed to
go.”
~Nick
Hornby
It's
that time of year again. School is in full swing, classes are
starting to get more intriguing (or so we hope that they do),
homework is getting more daunting, time is getting wasted by all of
the many entrancing finds of the internet. Parties are getting more
and more crazy, the inebriation of unversed freshman is getting out
of control.
I
can look around and see that life has started, and either I'm missing
it, through dreams of how I anticipate the things that are happening
around me, or apart of it, skirting along the edges of everyone else.
It is hard to figure out when I am stuck in a group that I am not
sure I actually belong in.
We are in the industrial period.
We are in the industrial period.
The
pillars of smoke are all gone, and old wood houses make way for the
new steel wonders that touch the sky with cold hands. We all step out
into the light and everything is new; change is in the air, and it
beats down on our faces as we inhale the last bit of the dust from
the ashes of the battles.
Our
bodies covered in scars and cuts from the year before. Some have
healed, while others are imprinted forever into our warming skin:
boisterous and proud, yet never giving us peace.
I watch as my friends are all in their own buildings, on the top floors
watching down, now, on the tiny speckled pavements. Working their own
jobs and gaining their own money, and I see them, for once....
Happy.
And
that makes me happy.
The
industrial period is upon us, we are becoming our own people,
creating new things for us to enjoy and for once we can. For once the
battle is no where in sight... for now.
It
is time for us to keep building and moving forward, becoming happier.
Because for once in our lives things are going somewhat right, even
if they don't seem like it at the time.
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