So over the course of the year many, many changes have happened to me. For one, I have new friends. My old friends K, B, T, M and so on really let me down after last summers incident and then it just progressively got worse after the school year started. I hate the fact that I don't talk to them or even acknowledge them at school, but I think it's best that way.
Ofcourse I can't help but think about all the great times I had with them, but you know people, they change, or mainly you change and they don't. I feel like I have matured more than them over the course of the summer. Of course I still have my immature moments with friends, I do feel though, that I have grown up more as a person and they just haven't. Which is why it was time to leave that nest and move to a new one, which didn't take long to find.
This new nest is quite amazing, new friends, new life, new style, new way of thinking. I have felt myself grow as a person and I don't think I would've been able to do it with out this new niche that I have created. However, it isn't very long until I will have to create a new life for myself in the quite bigger city of Missoula, with going to college and all.
This year I have had so many experiences; good and bad, but all ending up to help me in the end. All of it leading up to this summer, the summer that will hopefully be the one to top all others.
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"I'm back Bitches"
The day had been warm, which was quite crazy after the freak winter had here early this spring. As it should be though, spring was finally arriving. E's dad was gone to Alaska for two weeks, which meant that D, N and I would be staying over for the weekend, and we were going to have a damn ass good time.
That night a breeze had drifted down by the lakes edge as well all walked down the winding path to Boettcher park below the lushcious green grass of the golf course. Our voices carried out in the emptiness of the area, we laughed and talked about what we were going to do for the rest of the night. We decided after we spend some time here we would be off to E's to make homemade alfredo sauce.
We got to the park, damp grass tickled between our toes as we walked over to the sandy area to get on the swings. We sat on them, pumping our legs back and forth, trying to see who could make it the highest. D sat on the grass and started playing her ukulele, struming "House of the Rising Sun" by Bob Dylan that she was still learning. It then turned to some random songs when she couldn't remember the chords for one song.
It wasn't soon that we were on the merry-g0-round with D playing her uke still and looking up at the stars, talking about boys, school, bible thumpers, pot, cocaine, alcohol. Between the time we were talking about that and talking about life in another galaxy on a planet just like ours, we ended up at the end of the dock, laying side by side. Philisophical words came out of our mouths as we started spurting out quotes, stanza's from poems, chorus' from songs. We tried to differenitate stars from satillites, pointing out constallations.
Music started and we were up into the grass, dancing like hooligans, like gypsies around a fire, Native American's praying for sunshine to make life grow. We would laugh, dance, sing; joyous moments.
Dancing in the grass, on picnik tables, around posts. We laughed and laughed, spun around in circles till we all feel on the ground and sighed. We created a bond. A bond that would be the start of the summer. A bond that would hopefully last us along time.
We had our cliche movie opening, some sisterhood of traveling pants, a secert harem of yah-yahs. We were ready for summer to start and our lives to begin. The only question was when?
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