'Cause baby you're a firework!
Come on, show them what you're worth,
Make 'em go aw aw aw,
as you shoot across the sky-y-y!!
Baby you're a firework!
Come on let your colors burst,
Make 'em go aw aw aw,
cause you'll leave them in awe awe awe!
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Firework"
Summer. It brought fun, drama, heart ache, pain, laughter, good times, bad times, hot times, cool times, boys, girls, and life.
If there is one thing I learned this summer, it's being true to yourself. Something that takes time to do, to learn. In some people it comes naturally, in others they have to work.
"Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind,
wanna start again?
Do you ever feel so paper thin?
Like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?
You gotta ignite the light,
and let it shine!
Just won the night,
Like the 4th of July!"
Summer can bring storms. Some so deadly that things die, like a friendship, or a romance. But at every end of a storm there is a rainbow. A happy ending, no matter how bad, you just have to look up for that time before that made you sooo happy, so worth it, and just forget about the disaster that the storm had made.
"Do you ever feel like a waste of space,
Your original, can not be replaced.
If you only knew what the future holds,
after a hurricane there is a rainbow."
Summer has brought not only heartache but love too. Now that just doesn't mean with a guy or a girl, but with your friends. A friendship that might have grown closer. One day can change anything in a summer. One conversation can create something more than what it used to be. One friend can change your life.
"Boom, Boom, Boom,
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon.
Boom Boom Boom,
Now its time to let it through, through, through!"
Summer brings travels, adventures, oppertunties, relationships, friendships, new experiences, new life, new deaths, storms, swimming, parties, and so much more.
But its all in a summers work...
Cause baby you're a firework!
Come on let your colors burst,
Cause you'll leave them all in awe awe awe!!
Peacocks&Fireworks
xoxo
JW
Friday, August 27, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Red Sky
When two unlikely of people meet, what will happen?
Afganastan, fighting the "war" Jonah Golden is one of the best. Praised by everyone, he is as happy as can be. Until one day something, or someone catches his eye.
David Johnson, a young man straight out of highschool, who wanted a thrill in his dull life, soon has a new thrill he wants to try.
When their worlds collide, will the war just be another obstacle in a friendship that kindles feelings of more than just friends between the two young men?
Sex. Love. Passion. Romance. Controversy.
RED SKY(c)
(c)jerrywachal2010
Afganastan, fighting the "war" Jonah Golden is one of the best. Praised by everyone, he is as happy as can be. Until one day something, or someone catches his eye.
David Johnson, a young man straight out of highschool, who wanted a thrill in his dull life, soon has a new thrill he wants to try.
When their worlds collide, will the war just be another obstacle in a friendship that kindles feelings of more than just friends between the two young men?
Sex. Love. Passion. Romance. Controversy.
RED SKY(c)
(c)jerrywachal2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Teenage Dream (remix me)
OH NO! I'M A BLONDE!!!
*************
Just bought Katy Perry's New ALBUM "TEENAGE DREAM"!!
It not only looks delic, it smells delic, and it sounds amazing!!!!!!!!!!!
IWANNASEEYOURPEACOCK!
GET IT NOW!!! Amazing!!! only 9.94 @ all Wal-Marts!!!
************
CottonCandy&teenagedreaming
xoxo
JW
*************
Just bought Katy Perry's New ALBUM "TEENAGE DREAM"!!
It not only looks delic, it smells delic, and it sounds amazing!!!!!!!!!!!
IWANNASEEYOURPEACOCK!
GET IT NOW!!! Amazing!!! only 9.94 @ all Wal-Marts!!!
************
CottonCandy&teenagedreaming
xoxo
JW
Monday, August 23, 2010
RE: Dr. Laura Schlesinger "Homosexuality is an Abomination
I got this off the Gay Teen site I visit almost daily @ ChadzBoyz.
In her radio show, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstance.
The following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura, written by a Professor Emeritus, and posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative:
Dear Dr. Laura:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination ... End of debate.
I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them.
1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?
3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of Menstrual uncleanliness - Lev.15: 19-24. The problem is how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.
4. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?
5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself, or should I ask the police to do it?
6. A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination, Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are there 'degrees' of abomination?
7. Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle-room here?
8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?
9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev.19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair, like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14) I know you have studied these things extensively and thus enjoy considerable expertise in such matters, so I'm confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.
Your adoring fan.
James M. Kauffman, Ed.D. Professor Emeritus,
Dept. Of Curriculum, Instruction, and Special Education
University of Virginia
PS (It would be a damn shame if we couldn't own a Canadian)
You can read the whole article here.
Love&Abominations
xoxo
JW
In her radio show, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstance.
The following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura, written by a Professor Emeritus, and posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative:
Dear Dr. Laura:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination ... End of debate.
I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them.
1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?
3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of Menstrual uncleanliness - Lev.15: 19-24. The problem is how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.
4. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?
5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself, or should I ask the police to do it?
6. A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination, Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are there 'degrees' of abomination?
7. Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle-room here?
8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?
9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev.19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair, like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14) I know you have studied these things extensively and thus enjoy considerable expertise in such matters, so I'm confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.
Your adoring fan.
James M. Kauffman, Ed.D. Professor Emeritus,
Dept. Of Curriculum, Instruction, and Special Education
University of Virginia
PS (It would be a damn shame if we couldn't own a Canadian)
You can read the whole article here.
Love&Abominations
xoxo
JW
Friday, August 13, 2010
Let your heart win…
When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are, when you wish upon a star, your dreams come true.
This is…
My life to Welcome.
“Let your heart win…”
Walt Disney once said in one of his films, the 1940’s Cartoon classic Pinocchio, that when you wished upon a star your dreams will come true. The question I have though, how long does it take for those “wishes” to come true? For YEARS and YEARS now I’ve wished for countless things: Life to be interesting, somebody to share my life with, that perfect awkward first kiss, to get to Chicago safely on the plane, to have a fun time tomorrow or the next day or so on. I wish for a TON!
Maybe that’s the thing! I wish too much? Maybe. Maybe it’s the fact that no matter how many times I can wish upon a star, falling or not, none of my wishes will come true. Not to put a damper on things, but stars don’t do a freeking thing. How many times have I ‘prayed’ to god about things, and how many times has he helped me out? None. Zip. Zilch. Zero!!
Maybe that’s what I get when I let my heart win. Again, maybe I’m wanting too many things? When has wanting to find that perfect match for my life been too much to ask for? When has wishing that my cousin wouldn’t have to go to Afganastan after all been too much to ask for?
Maybe its just my attitude that is the reason? Maybe! But the point is, no matter how much I expect that my wish. No, scratch that. No matter how much I WISH that my wish would come true, they rarely ever do.
Yet, I never give up hope. Every night I look through my window up in the sky and wish upon a star just WISHING that it will come true. Hoping that maybe something weird and universal is happening up there and that MAYBE my wish might come true after all. However,I will never know.
And I will wait till that one wish will come true. The wish that I have made every time I’ve wished upon a star.
Falling star&some sad pop songs
xoxo
JW
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Never Like the Movies
I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.
If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.
~Katy Perry "Not Like the Movies"
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Never Like the Movies"
How is it that people can watch those sappy romance movies and cry? How can they read those books and just keep reading? Dont' they ever get sad?
Sad.
Not because the boyfriend died or something, but because they will NEVER have that?
No one can live the life of Cinderella, being the average girl and just one day a man pops up and if you fit the shoe then You'll live happily ever after!
Snow White says "One day my Prince will come." But how can she sing about that when she doesn't know? What if her Prince didn't come? (besides being Royally screwed) She would be wrong and her heart would be broken.
How can people just love those romantic movies?
Because maybe they have a little fantasy of finding that one perfect man that they can spened their lives with. But it won't happen! There is no perfect guy, and if there is, he probably won't ever come to you! It's just life!
I'm sorry to be so negative but real life is never like the movies. There won't ever be a sernidipidous moment that fate will bring you together, there won't be that glass slipper that will bring you together again. There just isn't!!!
....
But we can never stop hoping, because deep down we all believe that someone will be there, because maybe there is....
Heartbreak&pain
XOXO
JW
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.
If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.
~Katy Perry "Not Like the Movies"
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Never Like the Movies"
How is it that people can watch those sappy romance movies and cry? How can they read those books and just keep reading? Dont' they ever get sad?
Sad.
Not because the boyfriend died or something, but because they will NEVER have that?
No one can live the life of Cinderella, being the average girl and just one day a man pops up and if you fit the shoe then You'll live happily ever after!
Snow White says "One day my Prince will come." But how can she sing about that when she doesn't know? What if her Prince didn't come? (besides being Royally screwed) She would be wrong and her heart would be broken.
How can people just love those romantic movies?
Because maybe they have a little fantasy of finding that one perfect man that they can spened their lives with. But it won't happen! There is no perfect guy, and if there is, he probably won't ever come to you! It's just life!
I'm sorry to be so negative but real life is never like the movies. There won't ever be a sernidipidous moment that fate will bring you together, there won't be that glass slipper that will bring you together again. There just isn't!!!
....
But we can never stop hoping, because deep down we all believe that someone will be there, because maybe there is....
Heartbreak&pain
XOXO
JW
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Food Porn
*says in big sexy announcer voice*Chocolate, the sweet sensation that will leave you wanting more everytime!
This is...
My life to Welcome
"Food Porn"
Okay so I joined a new forum that I found online for the GLBT community called ChadzBoyz and it has some awesome people on there that I am getting to know more about everyday!
Anyhoo I stumbled upon one of the topics called "Food Porn Anyone?" and automatically thought of a story about a friend who found stuff on her little brothers comp with the same name so I thought it was a story much like that and found it kinda weird. So I got curious like I'm sure all of you would and found this! LOL
It talks about how food advertisments seem to be selling their products in a very seductive way. The author of the thread even saying "Some of the advertisements I've seen sexualize food to raise an appetite-erection." HAHA
anyhoo
I wanna know what YOU think!
What commercials or adds have you seen that it seems that the food is being advertised sexually?!
Leave a comment!!!
Strawberries&Whipcream
xoxo
JW
This is...
My life to Welcome
"Food Porn"
Okay so I joined a new forum that I found online for the GLBT community called ChadzBoyz and it has some awesome people on there that I am getting to know more about everyday!
Anyhoo I stumbled upon one of the topics called "Food Porn Anyone?" and automatically thought of a story about a friend who found stuff on her little brothers comp with the same name so I thought it was a story much like that and found it kinda weird. So I got curious like I'm sure all of you would and found this! LOL
It talks about how food advertisments seem to be selling their products in a very seductive way. The author of the thread even saying "Some of the advertisements I've seen sexualize food to raise an appetite-erection." HAHA
anyhoo
I wanna know what YOU think!
What commercials or adds have you seen that it seems that the food is being advertised sexually?!
Leave a comment!!!
Strawberries&Whipcream
xoxo
JW
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Teenage Dream
"You make me feel
Like I'm Living a
Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Lets runaway
And Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back!"
This is...
My life to Welcome
Teenage Dream
Have you ever had that feeling, when you know everything is just going sooo right in your life?
Lets recap the summer so far.
I was called a fag and lost two of my closest friends on the first day that school was out. Not to mention got left in Ronan with my true friends.
My birthday was the next day and, yet again, I lost some more friends, and had a not so good "surprise" birthday party! WOOO! HAHA.
Then lets see, I went to Helena and had a BLAST getting away from the drama that this little po-dunk town sits on, I got to have a blast with all my friends, had yet again, some more life changing events, then I did a commercial and hung out more with my awesome asian friends and what not.
I then came back and was all wooo drama yet again, some stupid stuff, and yet again I leave and don't want to come back.
I went to Chicago for FCCLA National Conference and had A BLAST! And didn't want to come back because I knew what would await me here, more drama... and I was right.
With one of my best friends seeming to NEVER find time to hang out with me and giving me lame ass excuses and so I finally stood up for myself, telling her, HEY next time YOU wanna hang out with ME. YOU TRY because I'm done! (so far, have heard anything back)...
In the meantime I was not on talking terms with this guy right? Well lately we have worked things and out and things are looking up for us! I'm starting to like him more and more each day and he is in "love" with me haha. And I haven't been able to put my finger on whats been making me soo happy lately, the truth is... I'm falling in love... maybe? IDK? It could just be some gas (i doubt it but...) anyhoo....
So Katy Perry just came out with her new song on her new album Teenage Dream. I was so excited to hear it finally and when I did, I fell in love right away! Why? Because maybe the lyrics applied to me? Because I was feeling like I was living in a Teenage Dream.
Now it just feels like my life is going well amazingly!!! Tomorrow is a new day and I can't wait for it!
Teenage Dreams & Mended hearts
xoxo
JW
Like I'm Living a
Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Lets runaway
And Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back!"
This is...
My life to Welcome
Teenage Dream
Have you ever had that feeling, when you know everything is just going sooo right in your life?
Lets recap the summer so far.
I was called a fag and lost two of my closest friends on the first day that school was out. Not to mention got left in Ronan with my true friends.
My birthday was the next day and, yet again, I lost some more friends, and had a not so good "surprise" birthday party! WOOO! HAHA.
Then lets see, I went to Helena and had a BLAST getting away from the drama that this little po-dunk town sits on, I got to have a blast with all my friends, had yet again, some more life changing events, then I did a commercial and hung out more with my awesome asian friends and what not.
I then came back and was all wooo drama yet again, some stupid stuff, and yet again I leave and don't want to come back.
I went to Chicago for FCCLA National Conference and had A BLAST! And didn't want to come back because I knew what would await me here, more drama... and I was right.
With one of my best friends seeming to NEVER find time to hang out with me and giving me lame ass excuses and so I finally stood up for myself, telling her, HEY next time YOU wanna hang out with ME. YOU TRY because I'm done! (so far, have heard anything back)...
In the meantime I was not on talking terms with this guy right? Well lately we have worked things and out and things are looking up for us! I'm starting to like him more and more each day and he is in "love" with me haha. And I haven't been able to put my finger on whats been making me soo happy lately, the truth is... I'm falling in love... maybe? IDK? It could just be some gas (i doubt it but...) anyhoo....
So Katy Perry just came out with her new song on her new album Teenage Dream. I was so excited to hear it finally and when I did, I fell in love right away! Why? Because maybe the lyrics applied to me? Because I was feeling like I was living in a Teenage Dream.
Now it just feels like my life is going well amazingly!!! Tomorrow is a new day and I can't wait for it!
Teenage Dreams & Mended hearts
xoxo
JW
Friday, July 16, 2010
Painful Reactions
" When you have pains in life, always remember this expansion of PAINS:
P - Positive
A - Approach
I - In
N - Negative
S - Situations"
~Unknown
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Painful Reactions"
What is pain? Is it physical? Is it mental? Is it both? Is it just some stupid emotion that we will never get rid of until some tramatic expirence? The truth is, people will tell you that pain is many different things, but what I do know is that no matter what, it hurts. Isn't that why they call it pain?
Pain comes in a matter of different things. I feel pain when people turn their backs and call me "Ferry Jerry" or "Faggot". I feel pain when I loose a friend because she decides that talking through things is not an option. I feel pain when I hurt my leg when I feel on it in Chicago. I feel pain when things I love dissapear.
What are you pains?
One of my latest "ConfessionTimes" on my twitter said this: #ConfesionTime : Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay so I could live a normal life...
You know it's true, that sometimes I just feel like if I were not gay I could be someone with popular friends, good fun friends, I wouldn't have my family thinking I'm just saying this to get attention. I would be invited to all the parties that the "jocks" or athletes get to go to.
But truth in truth, I'm glad I'm not, because I don't want to be popular and be one of those kids that end up going to those parties and get so drunk and then get caught. Half of those kids are either smoking pot or end up smoking pot. They are too obssessed with being someone and somewhere at all times. And I'm not like that and I don't want to be. I love my friends that I have, sometimes haha, and I have a good life with where I am at now. Sure I'm teased for being gay, but I relize that hey I have a future set out for me. I have more talents then winning Beer Pong and football, I am smart and outgoing and I can talk in front of 6,000 + kids! haha!
Anyways, when life is getting you down and you feel the pain, don't feed into by hurting yourself because that just feeds that monster inside of you, and you don't need that in your life.
Is the he/she worth the pain? Are those stupid jocks that are making fun of you worth the pain? Is the pain worth it all to end it?
Huckleberry soda's & Maroon 5
xoxo
JW
P - Positive
A - Approach
I - In
N - Negative
S - Situations"
~Unknown
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Painful Reactions"
What is pain? Is it physical? Is it mental? Is it both? Is it just some stupid emotion that we will never get rid of until some tramatic expirence? The truth is, people will tell you that pain is many different things, but what I do know is that no matter what, it hurts. Isn't that why they call it pain?
Pain comes in a matter of different things. I feel pain when people turn their backs and call me "Ferry Jerry" or "Faggot". I feel pain when I loose a friend because she decides that talking through things is not an option. I feel pain when I hurt my leg when I feel on it in Chicago. I feel pain when things I love dissapear.
What are you pains?
One of my latest "ConfessionTimes" on my twitter said this: #ConfesionTime : Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay so I could live a normal life...
You know it's true, that sometimes I just feel like if I were not gay I could be someone with popular friends, good fun friends, I wouldn't have my family thinking I'm just saying this to get attention. I would be invited to all the parties that the "jocks" or athletes get to go to.
But truth in truth, I'm glad I'm not, because I don't want to be popular and be one of those kids that end up going to those parties and get so drunk and then get caught. Half of those kids are either smoking pot or end up smoking pot. They are too obssessed with being someone and somewhere at all times. And I'm not like that and I don't want to be. I love my friends that I have, sometimes haha, and I have a good life with where I am at now. Sure I'm teased for being gay, but I relize that hey I have a future set out for me. I have more talents then winning Beer Pong and football, I am smart and outgoing and I can talk in front of 6,000 + kids! haha!
Anyways, when life is getting you down and you feel the pain, don't feed into by hurting yourself because that just feeds that monster inside of you, and you don't need that in your life.
Is the he/she worth the pain? Are those stupid jocks that are making fun of you worth the pain? Is the pain worth it all to end it?
Huckleberry soda's & Maroon 5
xoxo
JW
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Confession Time
Hey Everyone it's me,
I wanted to let you all know something that I'm doing on my twitter called "Confession Time".
"Confession Time" is where every however so often I feel I make a confession public about me, something for people to get to know me better and maybe some people can relate to it and know that someone else is going through the same thing.
My twitter is also hooked up to my facebook and myspace accounts so they will also be posted there!
So look out for my next "ConfessionTime" Confession!!
Because everyone has regrets.
xoxo
JW
I wanted to let you all know something that I'm doing on my twitter called "Confession Time".
"Confession Time" is where every however so often I feel I make a confession public about me, something for people to get to know me better and maybe some people can relate to it and know that someone else is going through the same thing.
My twitter is also hooked up to my facebook and myspace accounts so they will also be posted there!
So look out for my next "ConfessionTime" Confession!!
Because everyone has regrets.
xoxo
JW
Summer Playlist 2010: Part Deux!
Need some new songs for your iPod for the rest of the summer?? Well here is the second part to my 2010 Summer Playlist!! Enjoy! <3
- Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy
- Love the way you Lie - Eminem (ft. Rhianna)
- Boring - The Pierces
- This Love - Maroon 5
- Size of your Boat - Jeffree Star (ft. Muffy Mommy)
- Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson
- Purr Like a Cat - T. Mills (ft. Jeffree Star)
- Terrible Storm - Tegan and Sara
- Shattered - The Trucks
- Help I'm Alive - Metric
- Bad Moon Rising - Creedence Clearwater
- Bruises - Chairlift
- Three Wishes - The Pierces
- Misery - Maroon 5
- Walking with a Ghost - Tegan and Sara
Well there it is!!
Look out for the final 2010 Summer Playlist: Part Tres coming soon!!!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Secrets
Got a secret,
can you keep it,
swear this one you'll save,
better lock it in your pocket,
takin this one to the grave.
If I show you then I know you won't tell what I say,
Cause 2 can keep a secret if 1 of them is dead
~"Secret" The Pierces: Thirteen tales of Love and Revenge
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Secrets"
Secrets, everyone has them. Yes, even you who is reading this shaking your head saying to yourself, "Yeah right, whatever I don't have any secrets." Yet you do, I know you do. Whether it's that stack of porn you stole from your dads room. Maybe you aren't a virgin anymore and youre parents don't know, maybe not even your friends. Maybe you are crushing on the school nerd and you are popular. Maybe you stole one of your friends favorite lipstick. No matter how big, or how small that secret is. You still have it and it will always be there.
Now, the question is, what do you do with secrets others tell you? You probs are telling yourself that you have kept every secret that your friends have told you, but how true is that? Now we are back to that "two can keep a secret". In the song "Secret" by The Pierces, you all may have heard of it as the theme song for the new show "Pretty Little Liars" on ABC Family, they have a lyric that says "Why when we do our darkest deeds do we tell? They burn in our brains, become a living hell, cause everybody tells, everybody tells..." and it's true. When was the last time your friend told you something they didn't want you to tell anyone? Good now that you got it, what did you do with that information? Did you keep it locked in your pocket? Or did you "accidently" spill the beans to another? I can tell you that 90% of the people that read this have spilled that little secret to somebody else.
But why? I have no clue, maybe when someone tells us something so private we feel like we are apart of something, something exclusive, but sometimes when it's just too good that we know we have this thing on our chest we just have to tell the closest person to us. We tell the secret that isn't so secret anymore, yet we promise that next person to never tell either but we all know it will get around.
So once again, my question to you is....
When you are around your friends, can you trust them? Or is it all just a front that we will never get past?
Secrets & Arsenic
xoxo
~JW
can you keep it,
swear this one you'll save,
better lock it in your pocket,
takin this one to the grave.
If I show you then I know you won't tell what I say,
Cause 2 can keep a secret if 1 of them is dead
~"Secret" The Pierces: Thirteen tales of Love and Revenge
This is...
My life to Welcome.
"Secrets"
Secrets, everyone has them. Yes, even you who is reading this shaking your head saying to yourself, "Yeah right, whatever I don't have any secrets." Yet you do, I know you do. Whether it's that stack of porn you stole from your dads room. Maybe you aren't a virgin anymore and youre parents don't know, maybe not even your friends. Maybe you are crushing on the school nerd and you are popular. Maybe you stole one of your friends favorite lipstick. No matter how big, or how small that secret is. You still have it and it will always be there.
Now, the question is, what do you do with secrets others tell you? You probs are telling yourself that you have kept every secret that your friends have told you, but how true is that? Now we are back to that "two can keep a secret". In the song "Secret" by The Pierces, you all may have heard of it as the theme song for the new show "Pretty Little Liars" on ABC Family, they have a lyric that says "Why when we do our darkest deeds do we tell? They burn in our brains, become a living hell, cause everybody tells, everybody tells..." and it's true. When was the last time your friend told you something they didn't want you to tell anyone? Good now that you got it, what did you do with that information? Did you keep it locked in your pocket? Or did you "accidently" spill the beans to another? I can tell you that 90% of the people that read this have spilled that little secret to somebody else.
But why? I have no clue, maybe when someone tells us something so private we feel like we are apart of something, something exclusive, but sometimes when it's just too good that we know we have this thing on our chest we just have to tell the closest person to us. We tell the secret that isn't so secret anymore, yet we promise that next person to never tell either but we all know it will get around.
So once again, my question to you is....
When you are around your friends, can you trust them? Or is it all just a front that we will never get past?
Secrets & Arsenic
xoxo
~JW
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Terrible Storm
When do you think it hits someone when you ring them up for a $1.00 extra for a waffle cone because the board says it and they get mad at you for getting the total wrong and you have to talk to them, and after you explain it, they are just all huffy because you proved them wrong as nicely as possible so they just give you their money and leave fustrated, even though the sign they looked at for prices clearly states Waffle Cone... $1.00 for any Scoop!
Well mostly because...
This is...
My life to Welcome
"Terrible Storm"
You know when there are those people that you had, lets say a crush, and you thought you had potential.... right? Then right on your birthday you find out that they knew you just would "ditch them" so they decide to hang out with your friend who is mad at you because his cousin is mad at you for calling you a FAG out of the blue the day before and rudely leaving you in Ronan with your other friends who didn't do anything and would keep being a b*tch! Yeah you know those people... why is it that when you delete them off, lets say facebook , because they ended up being douches and yet they keep wanting to add you?
Can someone please explain to me? I mean after you email someone and say no wonder you have no friends and no wonder why none of your friends like you and they delete you, you keep trying to add them??!! DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE!!??!! Not really!!! Well atleast to me... but that is just me, if someone would love to enlighten me?
I mean after I move on from this douche, he keeps trying to add me, finally I just say no, he hasn't done anything up until NOW! BAM! Once again, trying to add me. So finally I'm just sick of it so I accepted... maybe something good will come out of it??? I.D.K (I don't know)?
However I have a feeling a terrible storm is headed straight my way, better get that tornado warning out now... (too soon??!!)
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BTW REPORT!!
New pictures from my commercial shoot are up on my facebook!!! Also @
the reACT website! Check them out!!! They are awesome!!!
***
Pizza Sauce & Ice Cream Cones
xoxo
~JW
Well mostly because...
This is...
My life to Welcome
"Terrible Storm"
You know when there are those people that you had, lets say a crush, and you thought you had potential.... right? Then right on your birthday you find out that they knew you just would "ditch them" so they decide to hang out with your friend who is mad at you because his cousin is mad at you for calling you a FAG out of the blue the day before and rudely leaving you in Ronan with your other friends who didn't do anything and would keep being a b*tch! Yeah you know those people... why is it that when you delete them off, lets say facebook , because they ended up being douches and yet they keep wanting to add you?
Can someone please explain to me? I mean after you email someone and say no wonder you have no friends and no wonder why none of your friends like you and they delete you, you keep trying to add them??!! DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE!!??!! Not really!!! Well atleast to me... but that is just me, if someone would love to enlighten me?
I mean after I move on from this douche, he keeps trying to add me, finally I just say no, he hasn't done anything up until NOW! BAM! Once again, trying to add me. So finally I'm just sick of it so I accepted... maybe something good will come out of it??? I.D.K (I don't know)?
However I have a feeling a terrible storm is headed straight my way, better get that tornado warning out now... (too soon??!!)
***
BTW REPORT!!
New pictures from my commercial shoot are up on my facebook!!! Also @
the reACT website! Check them out!!! They are awesome!!!
***
Pizza Sauce & Ice Cream Cones
xoxo
~JW
Friday, July 9, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
SUMMER PLAYLIST PART ONE
Here are the songs I've been playing for the first half of the summer over and over again!
Add them to your i-Tunes and repeat that i-Pod!!!
- California Gurls - Katy Perry (ft. Snoop Dog)
- Cherry Bomb - The Runaways
- Runaway - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
- Lies - The Pierces
- That's not My Name - The Ting Tings
- Bad Things - Jace Everett
- Beauty Killer - Jeffree Star
- See you Again - Breathe Carolina
- Le Disko - Shiny Toy Guns
- Secret - The Pierces
- I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry
- P. S. I Love You - Nellie McKay
- Hey Hey - Superchick
- Short Skirt Long Jacket - Cake
- We Will Become Silhouettes - The Postal Service
There you have it! The Top 15 songs I've been jammin' too so far! Go check them out or buy them on i-Tunes!!!!
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BTW REPORT!!
Okay so the pictures from the Photoshoot for ENVY SALON aren't ready yet, but did get to see the proofs! They look HOT HOT HOT can't wait to show everyone them!!!
Also I'm leaving tomorrow for Chicago and won't be back until the 9th, so it'll be along gap until I can update you guys on all the fun I'm having and you're missing out on! *MUAH!*
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Shirtless Hotties & Tan Lines
xoxo
~JW
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Lightning Kisses & Thunder storms
"And you only want three wishes:
You want one true lover and a thousand kisses
You want soft and gentle and never vicious
And then you're saving one for a rainy day
If you lover ever takes her love away."
~The Pierces "Three Wishes"
This is...
My life to Welcome
"Lightning Kisses & Thunder Storms"
Fantasy as stated by this dream dictionary says: To dream of a fantasy, may be a way for your mind to highlight what is normal. Alternatively, the dream may be telling you to expand your thinking and use your imagination and creativity. Explore all your options no matter how strange or illogical it may be!
Now Idk about you but it all sounds pretty legit to me!
A show of hands, how many of you have ever fantasized about someone? Maybe it was a specific person or just anybody that could love you???
....
That's what I thought, now you might not be admitting it if you are reading this either in front a large group of people you don't know, in front of you very conservative grandparents/family members, in front of that guy you are fantasizing about, or just to yourself! But I know you all do it!! And it's nothing to be ashamed of. Even I do it!
Right now it's doing what I love best weather wise. Lightning and Thundering! Hopefully it will rain... the only reason I wish it would rain was so I could go out there and dance and spin around and... well fantasize.
***
Oh Snap!
Now it's getting to the juicy part right?!
CORRECT!
***
To fantasize about the kiss that's never going to come, the guy that will never show, the memory that will never burn in my head.
Depressing I know...
But hey that's what I fantasize about everytime it gets like this....
The hot summers day had us in the lake all day so we are close when we get out, cuddling as we walk down mainstreet eating Gilato from the Gilato place (leamoncello for me and something delish for him. ^-^) sharing each others a bit now and again. Doing all these grossly cute things and stuff. Then dark clouds roll above our heads, a nice cool breeze passes over our hands that are together. Thats when the first raindrop comes and hits us perfectly in the middle of our hands. We both look up and I start to turn around as rain starts pouring down and lightning blazes the sky. He smiles as I turn away, our hands breaking loose, he grabs me as the rain continues to come down on us, thunder in the background clapping above our heads and making the earth skake, and his lips brush against mine. Ofcourse I would want a little spark, but ofcourse a huge crack of lightning comes crashing down in the background and we kiss for a bit longer. We finally decide to get under a tree away from all the rain (even though it isn't a smart idea since it is lightning and thundering, still it's just a fantasy and NOTHING bad goes on in my fantasy ^-^). We find a nice low tree to stand under, both of us looking up at the beauty of the conflicts of the partons and what not in the clouds. He pulls me close again, we look into each others eyes and we exchange the cliche: "You are so beautiful." I blush and look away. He grabs my chin and brings it back, "I mean it." He kisses me fully and it's amazing and beautiful, one of those moments you never want to let go but you have to.
Okay...
There! There is my secret!!! My fantasy, well...my like epic wish that would happen but never will because I have to look at the reality of life and see that it will never happen...
But I can dream can't I??!!!
I don't see what's wrong. Fantasy's whether sexual or NOT! Can be an amazing way for you to live life. Just remember that you shouldn't stay in those fantasies but hey, they are nice to visit when you really need a pick me up or just a place to get away to!
Lightning Kisses & Thunder Storms
xoxo
~JW
You want one true lover and a thousand kisses
You want soft and gentle and never vicious
And then you're saving one for a rainy day
If you lover ever takes her love away."
~The Pierces "Three Wishes"
This is...
My life to Welcome
"Lightning Kisses & Thunder Storms"
Fantasy as stated by this dream dictionary says: To dream of a fantasy, may be a way for your mind to highlight what is normal. Alternatively, the dream may be telling you to expand your thinking and use your imagination and creativity. Explore all your options no matter how strange or illogical it may be!
Now Idk about you but it all sounds pretty legit to me!
A show of hands, how many of you have ever fantasized about someone? Maybe it was a specific person or just anybody that could love you???
....
That's what I thought, now you might not be admitting it if you are reading this either in front a large group of people you don't know, in front of you very conservative grandparents/family members, in front of that guy you are fantasizing about, or just to yourself! But I know you all do it!! And it's nothing to be ashamed of. Even I do it!
Right now it's doing what I love best weather wise. Lightning and Thundering! Hopefully it will rain... the only reason I wish it would rain was so I could go out there and dance and spin around and... well fantasize.
***
Oh Snap!
Now it's getting to the juicy part right?!
CORRECT!
***
To fantasize about the kiss that's never going to come, the guy that will never show, the memory that will never burn in my head.
Depressing I know...
But hey that's what I fantasize about everytime it gets like this....
The hot summers day had us in the lake all day so we are close when we get out, cuddling as we walk down mainstreet eating Gilato from the Gilato place (leamoncello for me and something delish for him. ^-^) sharing each others a bit now and again. Doing all these grossly cute things and stuff. Then dark clouds roll above our heads, a nice cool breeze passes over our hands that are together. Thats when the first raindrop comes and hits us perfectly in the middle of our hands. We both look up and I start to turn around as rain starts pouring down and lightning blazes the sky. He smiles as I turn away, our hands breaking loose, he grabs me as the rain continues to come down on us, thunder in the background clapping above our heads and making the earth skake, and his lips brush against mine. Ofcourse I would want a little spark, but ofcourse a huge crack of lightning comes crashing down in the background and we kiss for a bit longer. We finally decide to get under a tree away from all the rain (even though it isn't a smart idea since it is lightning and thundering, still it's just a fantasy and NOTHING bad goes on in my fantasy ^-^). We find a nice low tree to stand under, both of us looking up at the beauty of the conflicts of the partons and what not in the clouds. He pulls me close again, we look into each others eyes and we exchange the cliche: "You are so beautiful." I blush and look away. He grabs my chin and brings it back, "I mean it." He kisses me fully and it's amazing and beautiful, one of those moments you never want to let go but you have to.
Okay...
There! There is my secret!!! My fantasy, well...my like epic wish that would happen but never will because I have to look at the reality of life and see that it will never happen...
But I can dream can't I??!!!
I don't see what's wrong. Fantasy's whether sexual or NOT! Can be an amazing way for you to live life. Just remember that you shouldn't stay in those fantasies but hey, they are nice to visit when you really need a pick me up or just a place to get away to!
Lightning Kisses & Thunder Storms
xoxo
~JW
Monday, June 28, 2010
Paintchipped Fingernails
"It's so legit that it's redic, but it's chill, because the real question is... what is fresh? Loves it, you more. However, would you like syrup fer yer waffles?! Yet it's just because I'm asian you fire-crotch! Yeah that's right, way to go ginger, you hoe! I'm too cute to be targeted, and getting in trouble makes me feel alive, but my rAt needs to use the bAthroom. Oh well..."
"Paint Chipped Fingernails"
I sit here listening to my many different stations on my Pandora Radio account. The many lyrics passing by my ears and lingering in the air as I write this. It seems that the heat has gotten to all of Polson, not surprising. To the point where I actually jumped... kinda... into the lake this afternoon. After all day in the 80 some odd degree weather you think @ 8:00 pm it would be cooler, however it only gets hotter from 82 to 84 degrees... what a wonderful summer!
Anyhoo this last week I was in the lovely, beautifully old historical Capital, Helena!!! WOOO! Ofcourse only for the summit for my group reACT: Against Corporate Tobacco. Idk when the pictures and the video will be up on the site but let me tell you a whole 4 days of FUN for all of us on the rCT from "flasks" to racial comments about slaves, to the EPIC dance to being the hot bar maid and Bambi being the amazing sexy guy in the old portrits we had. We even had cancer survior of Lung Cancer because of all the second hand smoke in the clubs she preformed at Rene Hicks, now one of my favorite comedians!!
Oh the Dorm room tales in Trinity Hall, the nice air conditioned giant dorm rooms that the trainers (and RCT got to stay in) to the delicious syrup-y waffles in the cafeteria, and getting "grunted" towards by a bunch of 12 year olds at Caroll Campus for the either the Soccer Camp or B.Ball Camp. Anyhoo the 4 days entailed amazing fun, and even more amazing memories that NONE of us will EVER forget!!! Oh man... it's sad to see everyone but 4 of us leave the RCT, knowing that next year will hold new "n00bs" and hopefully cool ones!!!
Not only did I have to stay after the summit for the new reACT commerical that will be showing ALL over MT (if it gets accepted by the state in which I know it will!), I got to stay after to do a video for "Tobacco Free Schools"!!! WOOOT! I'm just on a roll! First a photoshoot for ENVY SALON (in Polson) then the summit, then one video thing, then a commerical with Photoshoot! Dammmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaa!!! I'm hot hot hot!!! HAHAHA!
Anyhoo with a week full of fun and memories I'm only here to do a quick update on my upcoming schedule! This week I'm back in town only until thursday when then on friday I'm leaving to catch a plane to Chicago for FCCLA National Leadership Conference (NLC) until the 9th. Then I'm back into town and looking for a job at a clothing store somewhere, mostly because I decided I wanted to become a stylist!!! (Double Major in Business and Fashion, and minor in Marketing/Public Relations.)
Oh this has deff been a summer to remember. BTW the couple of days before the reACT summit I did the relay for life, had to do the "Mr. Relay" competion @ 1 am, and a straight guy won with a corset, a mini skirt! Oh my and let me tell you, going to be prepared and worked out before it next year!!!
***
BTW ALERT!
Starting a new Youtube channel, Misfitsinheels! I'll update when I have the first video up!!! Be excited!
And also will hopefully be getting the photos from ENVY SALON soon!!!
***
Nailpolish & Lipstick stains!!!
xoxo
~JW
This is
My life to Welcome
"Paint Chipped Fingernails"
I sit here listening to my many different stations on my Pandora Radio account. The many lyrics passing by my ears and lingering in the air as I write this. It seems that the heat has gotten to all of Polson, not surprising. To the point where I actually jumped... kinda... into the lake this afternoon. After all day in the 80 some odd degree weather you think @ 8:00 pm it would be cooler, however it only gets hotter from 82 to 84 degrees... what a wonderful summer!
Anyhoo this last week I was in the lovely, beautifully old historical Capital, Helena!!! WOOO! Ofcourse only for the summit for my group reACT: Against Corporate Tobacco. Idk when the pictures and the video will be up on the site but let me tell you a whole 4 days of FUN for all of us on the rCT from "flasks" to racial comments about slaves, to the EPIC dance to being the hot bar maid and Bambi being the amazing sexy guy in the old portrits we had. We even had cancer survior of Lung Cancer because of all the second hand smoke in the clubs she preformed at Rene Hicks, now one of my favorite comedians!!
Oh the Dorm room tales in Trinity Hall, the nice air conditioned giant dorm rooms that the trainers (and RCT got to stay in) to the delicious syrup-y waffles in the cafeteria, and getting "grunted" towards by a bunch of 12 year olds at Caroll Campus for the either the Soccer Camp or B.Ball Camp. Anyhoo the 4 days entailed amazing fun, and even more amazing memories that NONE of us will EVER forget!!! Oh man... it's sad to see everyone but 4 of us leave the RCT, knowing that next year will hold new "n00bs" and hopefully cool ones!!!
Not only did I have to stay after the summit for the new reACT commerical that will be showing ALL over MT (if it gets accepted by the state in which I know it will!), I got to stay after to do a video for "Tobacco Free Schools"!!! WOOOT! I'm just on a roll! First a photoshoot for ENVY SALON (in Polson) then the summit, then one video thing, then a commerical with Photoshoot! Dammmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaa!!! I'm hot hot hot!!! HAHAHA!
Anyhoo with a week full of fun and memories I'm only here to do a quick update on my upcoming schedule! This week I'm back in town only until thursday when then on friday I'm leaving to catch a plane to Chicago for FCCLA National Leadership Conference (NLC) until the 9th. Then I'm back into town and looking for a job at a clothing store somewhere, mostly because I decided I wanted to become a stylist!!! (Double Major in Business and Fashion, and minor in Marketing/Public Relations.)
Oh this has deff been a summer to remember. BTW the couple of days before the reACT summit I did the relay for life, had to do the "Mr. Relay" competion @ 1 am, and a straight guy won with a corset, a mini skirt! Oh my and let me tell you, going to be prepared and worked out before it next year!!!
***
BTW ALERT!
Starting a new Youtube channel, Misfitsinheels! I'll update when I have the first video up!!! Be excited!
And also will hopefully be getting the photos from ENVY SALON soon!!!
***
Nailpolish & Lipstick stains!!!
xoxo
~JW
Friday, June 18, 2010
Where does the good go?
A very wise woman told me, on the way back from the store from getting ice cream and soda for floats, that there are two sides to every story, and somewhere in between is the truth. It dawned on me, if two people are fighting, they have to come together and share their halves to find that "somewhere in between". I know what I have to do now...
This is...
My Life to Welcome
"Where does the good go?"
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*NEWS UPDATE*
I just found out that one of my bestfriends from my hometown just lost her baby! I can't believe how much you hurt after hearing someone you didn't know just died... My prayers are with all the mothers who have lost children (even if I'm not religious)!
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What do you look for in a best friend?
*Scratch that*
What do you look for in any friend?
I look for :
This is...
My Life to Welcome
"Where does the good go?"
*************************************************************************************
*NEWS UPDATE*
I just found out that one of my bestfriends from my hometown just lost her baby! I can't believe how much you hurt after hearing someone you didn't know just died... My prayers are with all the mothers who have lost children (even if I'm not religious)!
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What do you look for in a best friend?
*Scratch that*
What do you look for in any friend?
I look for :
- Honesty, a number one thing for me in any friend because a friend, to me, is someone you can share all your secrets with and not have to worry about them being leaked out there! Oscar Wilde even said "A true friend stabs you in the front."
- Someone FUN: I can't be friends with someone that wants to just sit around and do NOTHING all the time! I need someone who is really out there and ready to have some fun! I need fun in my life and not boring.
- Support: When I think of a friend, I think of someone who supports you through things that are hard in your life, and you know that they will be there for you, whether its coming out to your family, getting kicked out of your house, loosing a baby whatever! They always support you and are there for you to talk to about things!
- Commonality: I mean c'mon when you want a friend you want someone that likes things that you do. That's what drives two people to become friends is similarties and commonalities! Or else what would be the point of being friends with someone if you can't talk about both of your love for music or hot guys, shopping?
These things plus more bring out what a true friend is to me!
Those are just somethings I look for. There is so much more that I would put on here but this isn't a list of just things. But hey, I wanna hear what you look for in a friend. Comment and stuff!!
Tear drops & Friendships
xoxo
Friday, June 11, 2010
The Summer of 2010 is upon us!
Today is the day where you go to school all fancy because your friends have a "big surprise" for you, and you think it's going to be that really cute kid from that one town that one of your friends know and you end up getting blindfolded instead and taken all over around town. Then your friend that is driving with the other friend in the front seat decided to just go all the way to Ronan without telling the friends that actually made the Idea for the "big surprise" and then they leave you guys in the back of the truck while they go get DQ and then send rude text messages calling you a f*g when one of them has no room to talk and the other just thinks it's great to just jump in, so you and your friends decide not to ride back in the same vehcile as them and then you stay there waiting for your other NICE GOOD AMAZING friend (who's name might be Cj) comes to pick you up an hour out of town to bring you back and then get a text message from the "friend" that likes to jump into fights that says "I'm sorry I know I lost your trust but is there anything I can do." and you all just ignore her because tomorrow is your birthday and it was the last day of school and you are a senior next year and it's all just sprialing out of control for not only you but also your best friend who's dad is being a doucher and then BAM....
This is....
My life to Welcome
"The Summer of 2010 is upon us!"
So I don't know when to begin about today... the part where three other of my friends and I get backstabbed, the part where the crush I like can't make it to the "secret" party my friends had planned (JUST AS LONG AS I'M NOT BLINDFOLDED) or the part where I was blind folded all day and people just had the best time watching me fail as a blind person in Subway??
Well, actually that pretty much sums up about my entire day! Not gonna lie but I have a feeling that this summer... might just be that summer that you have that just changes your life forever. Where old friends become non-existant, new friends become old friends, you have your first summer fling (something that you hope might last more than that), all of your other friends are now graduated and it's only like three of you left for graduation this next year....
Yeah, I have this feeling that it's gonna be one of those summers.
You can't see it now, but I'm jumping up and down with excitment... scarastic remarks are always the best aren't they? ^-^
Anyhoo... that first big giant paragraph just gives you a glimpse of my day and how it was going quite amazing then BAM all these life changing events just seemed to happen.
Okay, okay, you might not see them as life changing events, but when you loose two friends because of something stupid and it's the summer of your soon to be SENIOR year and all this stuff just happens. Yeah it's pretty life changing, also when you live in a small town like me and my friends... yeah things happen and it pretty much changes your life!
Word of advice:
When it comes to your friends making "secret plans" for you on your birthday... just go with it... things will happen... ALSO...
Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead ;)
Beachballs & Birthday cake
xoxo
This is....
My life to Welcome
"The Summer of 2010 is upon us!"
So I don't know when to begin about today... the part where three other of my friends and I get backstabbed, the part where the crush I like can't make it to the "secret" party my friends had planned (JUST AS LONG AS I'M NOT BLINDFOLDED) or the part where I was blind folded all day and people just had the best time watching me fail as a blind person in Subway??
Well, actually that pretty much sums up about my entire day! Not gonna lie but I have a feeling that this summer... might just be that summer that you have that just changes your life forever. Where old friends become non-existant, new friends become old friends, you have your first summer fling (something that you hope might last more than that), all of your other friends are now graduated and it's only like three of you left for graduation this next year....
Yeah, I have this feeling that it's gonna be one of those summers.
You can't see it now, but I'm jumping up and down with excitment... scarastic remarks are always the best aren't they? ^-^
Anyhoo... that first big giant paragraph just gives you a glimpse of my day and how it was going quite amazing then BAM all these life changing events just seemed to happen.
Okay, okay, you might not see them as life changing events, but when you loose two friends because of something stupid and it's the summer of your soon to be SENIOR year and all this stuff just happens. Yeah it's pretty life changing, also when you live in a small town like me and my friends... yeah things happen and it pretty much changes your life!
Word of advice:
When it comes to your friends making "secret plans" for you on your birthday... just go with it... things will happen... ALSO...
Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead ;)
Beachballs & Birthday cake
xoxo
Friday, April 23, 2010
My life to myself!
So when you didn't things couldn't any worse... they don't. Sometimes before you look on the greener side maybe you should look at your own side and water your's. Life is what you make it!
This is...
My life to Myself.
"Hey, Hey, this song is for us,
So put your hands in the air,
Hey, Hey, if your crazy like us,
Hey Hey, That's freedom you hear,
Comin' right to your ear..."
~"Hey Hey" by Superchick
So I've had a lot of problems the last time I wrote on here. The guy I like, that happens to live miles and miles and miles away (did I mention miles away???), and I were kinda in a rough spot, and so was one of my best friends.
But to make a long story bearable. We all got over it! We got over everything and went on with our lives. I am now an Montana FCCLA State Officer, State Officer of Public Relations :D!!!! I had such a wonderful time and was called hot and got lots of numbers, in which I never actually texted haha!
But since then life has been pretty good. School ofcourse sucks but hey, that's school. And I wouldn't say it was the school it's self as much as the people in it. There are just some people you want to kick in the face but sometimes you just can't, even if it would make you feel ALOT better!!!
My friend Cora has found a new guy to fondle over! :D My friend Tawnya and I are A.O.K with each other <3 she even went with me to get my haircut lastnight! My friend Kathy hasn't changed a bit! HAHA! She is still hormonal as ever! Marisa has some problems but we've always known this! And everything is good....
FOR NOW....
I really shouldn't say too much and I should just mostly talk about how tomorrow is going to come and I probably jinxed myself a bad day tomorrow, but right now I don't care. The sun is shining, the birds are chirping, people are in flip flops and sandals, right now everything in life is good.
So this seems like the end for now. The end of my first season of my life on this blog, well that is until season two starts this summer!!! Oh this summer... I can only imagine what is going to happen... It looks like I'll just have to live life being me and go through the bad times and the worse, only hoping that the good will soon follow.
The End...
FOR NOW!!!
XOXO
Love & Sweaty nights!
This is...
My life to Myself.
"Hey, Hey, this song is for us,
So put your hands in the air,
Hey, Hey, if your crazy like us,
Hey Hey, That's freedom you hear,
Comin' right to your ear..."
~"Hey Hey" by Superchick
So I've had a lot of problems the last time I wrote on here. The guy I like, that happens to live miles and miles and miles away (did I mention miles away???), and I were kinda in a rough spot, and so was one of my best friends.
But to make a long story bearable. We all got over it! We got over everything and went on with our lives. I am now an Montana FCCLA State Officer, State Officer of Public Relations :D!!!! I had such a wonderful time and was called hot and got lots of numbers, in which I never actually texted haha!
But since then life has been pretty good. School ofcourse sucks but hey, that's school. And I wouldn't say it was the school it's self as much as the people in it. There are just some people you want to kick in the face but sometimes you just can't, even if it would make you feel ALOT better!!!
My friend Cora has found a new guy to fondle over! :D My friend Tawnya and I are A.O.K with each other <3 she even went with me to get my haircut lastnight! My friend Kathy hasn't changed a bit! HAHA! She is still hormonal as ever! Marisa has some problems but we've always known this! And everything is good....
FOR NOW....
I really shouldn't say too much and I should just mostly talk about how tomorrow is going to come and I probably jinxed myself a bad day tomorrow, but right now I don't care. The sun is shining, the birds are chirping, people are in flip flops and sandals, right now everything in life is good.
So this seems like the end for now. The end of my first season of my life on this blog, well that is until season two starts this summer!!! Oh this summer... I can only imagine what is going to happen... It looks like I'll just have to live life being me and go through the bad times and the worse, only hoping that the good will soon follow.
The End...
FOR NOW!!!
XOXO
Love & Sweaty nights!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
My Life to Betrayal
Today is the kind of day that you wake up and feel like crap from the night before when you cried your eyes out because of some stupid drama that just doesn't go away, and I know this is a really long sentence but its the way I'm say it because I'm not stopping to breathe and I just want to get all of this out! *gasp for air*
This is...
My life to Betrayal.
So this weekend was UH- freeking- MAZING! I was District 7 president of FCCLA go to the link http://www.fcclainc.org for more info! And so I get to go as a STATE officer! One of ELEVEN other people who get to go for an office for the STATE FCCLA. It is a pretty big deal no lie!
So exciting as that was, I met some gorgeous people, much like my new buddy Lizzy Lockman, and KKK (its a nick name thing for our officers) and lots of others. I was also in a picture opt with a Chapter that wanted to pass the pictures off as If I were Adam Lambert... (if I had a penny for everytime someone told me that -___-...) and was also told I looked like a Jonas Brother.... ( I would rather look like Adam Lambert! WHY CAN'T I JUST LOOK LIKE ME!!! ;-;) Also I was called HAWT by a person I don't even know, which you can bet that made me feel happy.
BUUUTTTT....
Yes there is a but...
There WAS a downside to this trip to the wonderful Billings funend. Like the Fact that my friend B was going to break up with his girlfriend. Ended up doing it and was crying because he really loved her... Yet she couldn't trust him, blah blah blah, was treating him like crap, blah blah blah... THEN Cost and Smile decided halfway through the conference that they wanted to make each other feel bad... then there were tears... PLUS on top of that! NOT ONE OF MY FRIENDS FROM MY TOWN DECIDED TO STAY AND CELEBRATE WITH ME FOR BECOMING AT STATE OFFICER AT THE DANCE! talk about being HURT! Yeah... I know! I felt like crap!!!
So to every upside :D there is a downside D:!
So not only did that happen, but last night I got a call from Dan, a "flirt" buddy I guess you would call him. ANYHOOO... it was something concerning my friend K. I find out that she has been cutting her self and that she just didn't have the guts to tell me herself. That and apparently HE is HER NEW BEST FREEKING FRIEND!
So not only do I feel betrayed that she didn't tell me and told Dan, I feel betrayed that he didn't tell me when he found out... this was freeking serious and THEY made ME feel like CRAP! So I cried last night and now it comes down to today...
I'm ignoring my best friend, I want to stop talking to a new REALLY good friend because of him and my best friend. I want to cry, but I can't. I feel like I can't trust anyone... What is there left to do besides find new friends? I can't even do that because one can't trust ANYONE here in this hick town. Thanks everyone for making my life SOOOO much better! (If you don't understand that is sarcasim... something I seem to be fluent in... maybe colleges will accept that as a foregin language?)
This is...
My life to Betrayal.
So this weekend was UH- freeking- MAZING! I was District 7 president of FCCLA go to the link http://www.fcclainc.org for more info! And so I get to go as a STATE officer! One of ELEVEN other people who get to go for an office for the STATE FCCLA. It is a pretty big deal no lie!
So exciting as that was, I met some gorgeous people, much like my new buddy Lizzy Lockman, and KKK (its a nick name thing for our officers) and lots of others. I was also in a picture opt with a Chapter that wanted to pass the pictures off as If I were Adam Lambert... (if I had a penny for everytime someone told me that -___-...) and was also told I looked like a Jonas Brother.... ( I would rather look like Adam Lambert! WHY CAN'T I JUST LOOK LIKE ME!!! ;-;) Also I was called HAWT by a person I don't even know, which you can bet that made me feel happy.
BUUUTTTT....
Yes there is a but...
There WAS a downside to this trip to the wonderful Billings funend. Like the Fact that my friend B was going to break up with his girlfriend. Ended up doing it and was crying because he really loved her... Yet she couldn't trust him, blah blah blah, was treating him like crap, blah blah blah... THEN Cost and Smile decided halfway through the conference that they wanted to make each other feel bad... then there were tears... PLUS on top of that! NOT ONE OF MY FRIENDS FROM MY TOWN DECIDED TO STAY AND CELEBRATE WITH ME FOR BECOMING AT STATE OFFICER AT THE DANCE! talk about being HURT! Yeah... I know! I felt like crap!!!
So to every upside :D there is a downside D:!
So not only did that happen, but last night I got a call from Dan, a "flirt" buddy I guess you would call him. ANYHOOO... it was something concerning my friend K. I find out that she has been cutting her self and that she just didn't have the guts to tell me herself. That and apparently HE is HER NEW BEST FREEKING FRIEND!
So not only do I feel betrayed that she didn't tell me and told Dan, I feel betrayed that he didn't tell me when he found out... this was freeking serious and THEY made ME feel like CRAP! So I cried last night and now it comes down to today...
I'm ignoring my best friend, I want to stop talking to a new REALLY good friend because of him and my best friend. I want to cry, but I can't. I feel like I can't trust anyone... What is there left to do besides find new friends? I can't even do that because one can't trust ANYONE here in this hick town. Thanks everyone for making my life SOOOO much better! (If you don't understand that is sarcasim... something I seem to be fluent in... maybe colleges will accept that as a foregin language?)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
My life to stereotype
You woke up this morning and everything is going fine. Then BAM you hit those doors that your mother dropped you off at, at that place that seems to have angry firey eyes that stare you down till you go through its mouth that pours out flames that engluf you. You know there is NO way back...
This is...
My life to Stereotype... (wonder what this one is gonna be about??? haha)
I sit at our usual lunch table, pull out my sandwich with my French Onion Sun Chips and put the crunchy goodness on my sandwich. I bite down and a piece of turkey falls out. I look around at the faces that I see everyday, yet it is only just today that I really see what is going on in our lunch room. Our school more like it, only ofcourse I am only seeing not even half of it.
At table 1 are the juniors at the end closest to the math classrooms are the juniors who think they are all that, and the other end are the wannabe fashionista's/ Gossip girls. Then we move down, or up the way I sit at my table.
Next we have a table filled mostly with sophomores, only 1-2 juniors and seniors, they are all the "popular" jocks. Then we move again to the next table, all the christian kids with their Catalyst shirts for their youth group (i remember when Cora and I waited outside of that on a wednesday to wait for some friends all the adults were all omgsh how did you like it? You are new but I know you. We lied... we figure we are on a straight road to hell... but atleast it's with her HAHA!)
Then we go down one more and its the Skater boii's/pot heads who listen to their hard rock emo screamy music and act like they just don't care.
Moving behind them is the freshman girls who I will call the "Plastics". In other words the girls who think that they are sooooooooo cool by doing their hair in bumps and hold their cell phones up to their ears but there is no one on the other line and they talk to their friends who are right next to them. (Thing 1 and Thing 2 belong to this group .... -_-...)
Moving on to the table behind them are the soon-to-be (freshmen) skater boii's/ future pot heads, who also think they are head of their class and that they are god's gift to PHS, they love to create chaos in Study halls and to anyone that may be "different" (God help us...).
After that we have the table of nerds, no not the ones with bow ties and birth control glasses. We are talking about the ones that play WOW and NOTHING else. Their lives revolve around MAGIC (a weird ass card game lol) and who are CRAZY obbessed with like swords and how to kill someone using only a pop can.
Next to them are the Natives, and living on the reservation there are quite a few so expect to see that table quite full.
After them we have the nerdy loner athletic kids, then the table of the girls who ONLY sit with their BEST friends. After that is the lonely girl that ususally sits with her friends but yet they rarely are there. Then before that is the social rejects, where they are sooo kinda creepy and crazy that they only have a few friends.
Then it is the social and mentally impaired where they are on the verge of going psycho ass on your butt, then the teachers table, then the freshman jock table.
And lastly your's truely :D
Our table is right infront of the big wall of windows in the commons (cafeteria). Overlooking everyone else's and seeing all. We are the mortar between the bricks, the link that keeps our school held together. We are the peace in the wars of other cliques, like the angels of heaven that hold the peace together between everyone. We try not to put ourselves up on a pedestal we say this for a reason. We know atleast 3 or more people in EACH social group in our school, pretty sure that we are the group that keeps everything in balance. We put the Ying in Yang, the ace in peace. Yet we only have our friends and we try to just live life.
After all, this is my life to welcome... ;]
xoxo
Steaks & Barbeque sauce ;]
This is...
My life to Stereotype... (wonder what this one is gonna be about??? haha)
I sit at our usual lunch table, pull out my sandwich with my French Onion Sun Chips and put the crunchy goodness on my sandwich. I bite down and a piece of turkey falls out. I look around at the faces that I see everyday, yet it is only just today that I really see what is going on in our lunch room. Our school more like it, only ofcourse I am only seeing not even half of it.
At table 1 are the juniors at the end closest to the math classrooms are the juniors who think they are all that, and the other end are the wannabe fashionista's/ Gossip girls. Then we move down, or up the way I sit at my table.
Next we have a table filled mostly with sophomores, only 1-2 juniors and seniors, they are all the "popular" jocks. Then we move again to the next table, all the christian kids with their Catalyst shirts for their youth group (i remember when Cora and I waited outside of that on a wednesday to wait for some friends all the adults were all omgsh how did you like it? You are new but I know you. We lied... we figure we are on a straight road to hell... but atleast it's with her HAHA!)
Then we go down one more and its the Skater boii's/pot heads who listen to their hard rock emo screamy music and act like they just don't care.
Moving behind them is the freshman girls who I will call the "Plastics". In other words the girls who think that they are sooooooooo cool by doing their hair in bumps and hold their cell phones up to their ears but there is no one on the other line and they talk to their friends who are right next to them. (Thing 1 and Thing 2 belong to this group .... -_-...)
Moving on to the table behind them are the soon-to-be (freshmen) skater boii's/ future pot heads, who also think they are head of their class and that they are god's gift to PHS, they love to create chaos in Study halls and to anyone that may be "different" (God help us...).
After that we have the table of nerds, no not the ones with bow ties and birth control glasses. We are talking about the ones that play WOW and NOTHING else. Their lives revolve around MAGIC (a weird ass card game lol) and who are CRAZY obbessed with like swords and how to kill someone using only a pop can.
Next to them are the Natives, and living on the reservation there are quite a few so expect to see that table quite full.
After them we have the nerdy loner athletic kids, then the table of the girls who ONLY sit with their BEST friends. After that is the lonely girl that ususally sits with her friends but yet they rarely are there. Then before that is the social rejects, where they are sooo kinda creepy and crazy that they only have a few friends.
Then it is the social and mentally impaired where they are on the verge of going psycho ass on your butt, then the teachers table, then the freshman jock table.
And lastly your's truely :D
Our table is right infront of the big wall of windows in the commons (cafeteria). Overlooking everyone else's and seeing all. We are the mortar between the bricks, the link that keeps our school held together. We are the peace in the wars of other cliques, like the angels of heaven that hold the peace together between everyone. We try not to put ourselves up on a pedestal we say this for a reason. We know atleast 3 or more people in EACH social group in our school, pretty sure that we are the group that keeps everything in balance. We put the Ying in Yang, the ace in peace. Yet we only have our friends and we try to just live life.
After all, this is my life to welcome... ;]
xoxo
Steaks & Barbeque sauce ;]
Monday, February 22, 2010
My life to DANCE FOR!!!
So what you don't know is that everytime I write a new blog for the week or weeks, I always have my pandora playing and here is my playlist that I have taken a liking to for the past couple weeks while writing My life to Welcome :]]]!!
MY LIFE TO WELCOME (PLAYLIST #1)
1.)It's my life - Bon Jovi
2.) Building a Mystery - Sara McLauchlan
3.) Shut up and Let me go- The Tings Tings
4.) Two Birds - Regina Spektor
5.) Walking with the Ghost - Tegan and Sara
6.) Monday, Monday, Monday - Tegan and Sara
7.) Hard - Rihanna
8.) Fidelity - Regina Spektor
9.) Where does the Good Go - Tegan and Sara
10.) Not my name - The Ting Tings
11.) Prisoner - Jeffree Star
12.) Thank God I'm Pretty - Emilie Autumn
So go ahead and check out some of the songs!!! My mixxxxxx of my favorite songs while writing My life to Welcome :]] ENJOY!!!
Buttercups & Peanut Butter ^-^
MY LIFE TO WELCOME (PLAYLIST #1)
1.)It's my life - Bon Jovi
2.) Building a Mystery - Sara McLauchlan
3.) Shut up and Let me go- The Tings Tings
4.) Two Birds - Regina Spektor
5.) Walking with the Ghost - Tegan and Sara
6.) Monday, Monday, Monday - Tegan and Sara
7.) Hard - Rihanna
8.) Fidelity - Regina Spektor
9.) Where does the Good Go - Tegan and Sara
10.) Not my name - The Ting Tings
11.) Prisoner - Jeffree Star
12.) Thank God I'm Pretty - Emilie Autumn
So go ahead and check out some of the songs!!! My mixxxxxx of my favorite songs while writing My life to Welcome :]] ENJOY!!!
Buttercups & Peanut Butter ^-^
Sunday, February 21, 2010
My life to... Twitter??
Hey I set up a Twitter!
Follow me and my interesting... or not... Life @ www.twitter.com/Mylifetowelcome
Asian love & Fortune Cookies
Follow me and my interesting... or not... Life @ www.twitter.com/Mylifetowelcome
Asian love & Fortune Cookies
Friday, February 12, 2010
My life to heartbreak
Today is one of those days where you get up and don't want to do anything, so you don't and you sit in your p.j's all day long and then you sniff around and think the garbarge needs to go out, then you realize that it's really you. But you feel a little better that this weekend is a three day weekend so you had an extra day to do that :].
This is...
My Life to Heartbreak.
So this last weekend happened to be Valentine's day. Oh joy of my holy non-existent life. However, Cora and I gratefully made plans on Single awarness day. We decided that we (her and I) were going to have a scary movie part-eh at her house. Where we stay up to the wee hours of the morning trying not to piss our selves from screaming at her cat making some creepy ass noises. That week we decided to invite a good friend of mine Tawnya.
Day before S.A.D *single awarness day* (Saturday Feb 13)
I got off work. Was closing pizza at the Cove and I had gotten text's from Cora, who happened to be at the "Zone" a place made by this Christian Church where kids (like from the middle school, I remember going when I was 8th grade and freshman... got old because of... well you'll find out soon if you haven't already.) go for a safe place instead of drinking or doing drugs, who happened to be there because her boyfriend was gonna take her but she didn't want to so he didn't take her yet she went anyways... if that makes sense??? Well it does to me...
However, Tawnya was there with this other girl who Cora and I don't like very much, yeah joy...not. We are all excited about how she was gonna come over for our anti-Valentine day Scary movie part-eh.
So everything is going all good and fine and stuff until Tawnya was going to go and take this other girl to go see her mother that night really quick to go and talk to her about something. So Cora wait... and we wait... and we wait... wait... wait... wait.. wait.
Finally!!!!!
After 50,000 text messages and phone calls she replies and tells us that she won't make it back to the "Zone" because she blew out a tire. Oh... great...
Day of S.A.D (Sunday aka Valentine's Day)
So I get all my shitake mushrooms done around the house and pack up all the scary movies I have ranging from things with blood and guts and gore, to the psychological thrillers that always have those moments where you know something is gonna pop up and it does and you STILL scream! yeah some of those too.
I'm all ready... *DING DONG* (that's the alert sound I put for my text messages)
Its from Cora:
So yeah Tawnya is ditching on us. Apparently she is grounded for blowing out the tire last night. However Alexis says Tawnya is going to go see her. WTF?
Me:
WTF? She does this ALL the time I'm soooo sick of it... Fine we will just have funner with just us...
Me ---> Tawnya:
WTF? Why are you ditching on us?
Tawnya:
Yep, that's what I got. NOTHING. No respond from her "sorry" butt. Nothing saying "Oh sorry, I'm grounded, maybe next time."
NO!
I NEVER do!
She does this all the time with me and I was SICK OF IT ALL!
However the rest of the night went well. Cora and I decided to start off the Scary Movie Part-eh with a not scary movie but one about naked women and backstabbing biotches! (mhm... Showgirls)
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After a couple of days I'm pissed at Tawnya for ditching us and not doing ANYTHING to say sorry of ANY shape. I also get a disgusting glare from her "new best friend" Larissa... gah that girl needs some serious help sometimes... Anyhoo... I didn't do nothing to Larissa so I don't know what her problem was when she glared at me.
That same day at lunch however, Rachelle told me that Tawnya had blown out her tire on the way to Pablo on Saturday...
I WAS FURIOUS!!!!!!!
So not only did she ditch us on our Anti-Valentine's Day Scary Movie Part-eh for her ex Girlfriend Alexis (which I still don't even know if she saw her or not), but she WASN'T going to Safeway for her other friend to see her mother really quickly... WTF IS GOING ON HERE???!!!
My asain friend Kathy is gone now in another country for personal reasons, My EX friend Tawnya is totally lying to me, Cora and I got in a little tift on the night of the big C-Falls vs. Polson Basketball game. AND I just relized that I have to have 5 bibilographies for my Term Paper for U.S history on Gay Marriage and a rough outline...
My Life to Welcome...
Heartbreak...
Did I mention that Valetine's Day SUCKS when you have NO one to spend it with... Yeah... gahh!!!
Bleeding hearts & Chocolate
This is...
My Life to Heartbreak.
So this last weekend happened to be Valentine's day. Oh joy of my holy non-existent life. However, Cora and I gratefully made plans on Single awarness day. We decided that we (her and I) were going to have a scary movie part-eh at her house. Where we stay up to the wee hours of the morning trying not to piss our selves from screaming at her cat making some creepy ass noises. That week we decided to invite a good friend of mine Tawnya.
Day before S.A.D *single awarness day* (Saturday Feb 13)
I got off work. Was closing pizza at the Cove and I had gotten text's from Cora, who happened to be at the "Zone" a place made by this Christian Church where kids (like from the middle school, I remember going when I was 8th grade and freshman... got old because of... well you'll find out soon if you haven't already.) go for a safe place instead of drinking or doing drugs, who happened to be there because her boyfriend was gonna take her but she didn't want to so he didn't take her yet she went anyways... if that makes sense??? Well it does to me...
However, Tawnya was there with this other girl who Cora and I don't like very much, yeah joy...not. We are all excited about how she was gonna come over for our anti-Valentine day Scary movie part-eh.
So everything is going all good and fine and stuff until Tawnya was going to go and take this other girl to go see her mother that night really quick to go and talk to her about something. So Cora wait... and we wait... and we wait... wait... wait... wait.. wait.
Finally!!!!!
After 50,000 text messages and phone calls she replies and tells us that she won't make it back to the "Zone" because she blew out a tire. Oh... great...
Day of S.A.D (Sunday aka Valentine's Day)
So I get all my shitake mushrooms done around the house and pack up all the scary movies I have ranging from things with blood and guts and gore, to the psychological thrillers that always have those moments where you know something is gonna pop up and it does and you STILL scream! yeah some of those too.
I'm all ready... *DING DONG* (that's the alert sound I put for my text messages)
Its from Cora:
So yeah Tawnya is ditching on us. Apparently she is grounded for blowing out the tire last night. However Alexis says Tawnya is going to go see her. WTF?
Me:
WTF? She does this ALL the time I'm soooo sick of it... Fine we will just have funner with just us...
Me ---> Tawnya:
WTF? Why are you ditching on us?
Tawnya:
Yep, that's what I got. NOTHING. No respond from her "sorry" butt. Nothing saying "Oh sorry, I'm grounded, maybe next time."
NO!
I NEVER do!
She does this all the time with me and I was SICK OF IT ALL!
However the rest of the night went well. Cora and I decided to start off the Scary Movie Part-eh with a not scary movie but one about naked women and backstabbing biotches! (mhm... Showgirls)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
After a couple of days I'm pissed at Tawnya for ditching us and not doing ANYTHING to say sorry of ANY shape. I also get a disgusting glare from her "new best friend" Larissa... gah that girl needs some serious help sometimes... Anyhoo... I didn't do nothing to Larissa so I don't know what her problem was when she glared at me.
That same day at lunch however, Rachelle told me that Tawnya had blown out her tire on the way to Pablo on Saturday...
I WAS FURIOUS!!!!!!!
So not only did she ditch us on our Anti-Valentine's Day Scary Movie Part-eh for her ex Girlfriend Alexis (which I still don't even know if she saw her or not), but she WASN'T going to Safeway for her other friend to see her mother really quickly... WTF IS GOING ON HERE???!!!
My asain friend Kathy is gone now in another country for personal reasons, My EX friend Tawnya is totally lying to me, Cora and I got in a little tift on the night of the big C-Falls vs. Polson Basketball game. AND I just relized that I have to have 5 bibilographies for my Term Paper for U.S history on Gay Marriage and a rough outline...
My Life to Welcome...
Heartbreak...
Did I mention that Valetine's Day SUCKS when you have NO one to spend it with... Yeah... gahh!!!
Bleeding hearts & Chocolate
Monday, February 8, 2010
My life to dramatize
Today is one of those days where your alarm clock woke you up too early (or so it seemed) and you pressed the snooze button. About twenty minutes later you realize you have to get up and ready for school and your mother hasn't waken you up because she is sick and sleeping because she is taking the day off work. So you hurridly do all your morning stuff feeling like crap and then end up going to school where you just want to punch everybody...
This is...
My life to dramatize.
So this morning couldn't have gone any worse... I woke up late, I was running a little behind schedule, of course I forgot my mother decided to stay at home because of this horrible cough she had developed, I just hope its not bronchtis like what I had this time last year. After I get ready and I'm at school ofcourse I walk in to see none other than the other ONLY gay kid in our school sitting where I sit... Of course most people are like "Omg he is soooo fun and cool"... Two others of my friends and I just think he gets kind of annoying, in that way where he talks alot and acts like he's your best friend.... yeah not really kid.
And ofcourse Cora had texted me earlier and told me that she had food poisioning from China Gate food, no surprise there, and wouldn't be making it in... Great... Just when I needed her and her comfy bussoms...
So I sit, waiting for Kathy drinking my warm Chai tea, trying to ignore Miss thang across the table blabbing his mouth about anything and everything... ugh welcome to my life... or my life to welcome...
Anyways after the whole morning thing before 1st period started it was soon washed away by the 1st laugh of today in 1st period,when kathy and I should've been working on doing an essay for U.S History and instead we ended up just being hormonal teenage kids... no biggy.
Later, after Kathy and I got done eating lunch that's when we saw them... The things that make dogs commit suicide, the things that make babies cry, the things old people have a crush on. We shall call them Thing 1 and Thing 2. For some reason they always seem to look the same EVERDAY, they come dressed to school like little girls trying to be grown plastic women who love all the attention on THEM.... They are hideous things and even worse with the make up on!
Here is our exchange in words...
Me: "Hey could you guys please be quiet, we don't want to get kicked out of the hallway."
Thing 1 & 2:... *rejection* *non sense blabbering really loudly*
Me: *finally fed up with their loud jabber* "Will you just SHUT up!"
Thing 1: "Did you just tell me to shut up?"
Me: "Yeah..."
Thing 2: "You look a little stupid from here."
Me: "Well you look like a little whore from here..."
They shut up after that...
So the other day I was watching "Keeping up with the Kardashians" and I sat here intrigued to hear about Klohe's and Kim's and Kourtney's Mayo Facial for your vajayjay as the call it.... anyways... I was sitting here in my chair, surfing the net and checking my sites, and I was thinking... Why do we watch other peoples drama when we have sooo much of it in our own lives. I mean I know that I for one have a TON of drama in my life.. but that comes with going to school at PHS and all of the mysteries that seem to hide inside it.
So why is it that most of America, most of the world if not, is sooo facinated with other peoples drama like the Kardashians? You know I have NO clue but if you do email me @ mylifetowelcome@live.com and tell me your opinion on it!
Well till next time
Razor blades & Cupcakes
This is...
My life to dramatize.
So this morning couldn't have gone any worse... I woke up late, I was running a little behind schedule, of course I forgot my mother decided to stay at home because of this horrible cough she had developed, I just hope its not bronchtis like what I had this time last year. After I get ready and I'm at school ofcourse I walk in to see none other than the other ONLY gay kid in our school sitting where I sit... Of course most people are like "Omg he is soooo fun and cool"... Two others of my friends and I just think he gets kind of annoying, in that way where he talks alot and acts like he's your best friend.... yeah not really kid.
And ofcourse Cora had texted me earlier and told me that she had food poisioning from China Gate food, no surprise there, and wouldn't be making it in... Great... Just when I needed her and her comfy bussoms...
So I sit, waiting for Kathy drinking my warm Chai tea, trying to ignore Miss thang across the table blabbing his mouth about anything and everything... ugh welcome to my life... or my life to welcome...
Anyways after the whole morning thing before 1st period started it was soon washed away by the 1st laugh of today in 1st period,when kathy and I should've been working on doing an essay for U.S History and instead we ended up just being hormonal teenage kids... no biggy.
Later, after Kathy and I got done eating lunch that's when we saw them... The things that make dogs commit suicide, the things that make babies cry, the things old people have a crush on. We shall call them Thing 1 and Thing 2. For some reason they always seem to look the same EVERDAY, they come dressed to school like little girls trying to be grown plastic women who love all the attention on THEM.... They are hideous things and even worse with the make up on!
Here is our exchange in words...
Me: "Hey could you guys please be quiet, we don't want to get kicked out of the hallway."
Thing 1 & 2:... *rejection* *non sense blabbering really loudly*
Me: *finally fed up with their loud jabber* "Will you just SHUT up!"
Thing 1: "Did you just tell me to shut up?"
Me: "Yeah..."
Thing 2: "You look a little stupid from here."
Me: "Well you look like a little whore from here..."
They shut up after that...
So the other day I was watching "Keeping up with the Kardashians" and I sat here intrigued to hear about Klohe's and Kim's and Kourtney's Mayo Facial for your vajayjay as the call it.... anyways... I was sitting here in my chair, surfing the net and checking my sites, and I was thinking... Why do we watch other peoples drama when we have sooo much of it in our own lives. I mean I know that I for one have a TON of drama in my life.. but that comes with going to school at PHS and all of the mysteries that seem to hide inside it.
So why is it that most of America, most of the world if not, is sooo facinated with other peoples drama like the Kardashians? You know I have NO clue but if you do email me @ mylifetowelcome@live.com and tell me your opinion on it!
Well till next time
Razor blades & Cupcakes
Saturday, February 6, 2010
My Life To Welcome
Today is one of those days where you didn't want to set your alarm but sadly you have to work at 11 so you decide to set it for 7:30, just because you know you take a while to get ready... but then you get done faster than you thought and have nothing else to do... so you start a blog because you watched that show "My Life as Liz" on MTV.
This is...
My Life to Welcome.
I am Jerry, I live in a tiny town where you can walk 2 steps and you are already on the other side of town... okay more like a certain amount of blocks before but still it's small. I am a gay teen living in a small town where the only friends I have are known as "Freaks", and man do I love them :D.
Like any small town there are only about 3 things you can do:
1. Go reek havoc at Wal-Mart
2. Go to any sports events, mostly for the pep band, or because you in it.
3. Go to the Sports page (a local bowling alley bar and grill type thing)
Oh I forgot one more thing...
4. Or work...
And since #3 is crossed off everyone's list, except maybe for thosse really unusually slutty freshman and 8th graders that still think it's cool to stay out till 11, and I'm limited to going to #1 and #2 because of lovely #4.
I do work. I work at this cute little Pizza/ Sandwich, now with a Mexican thing added on, Pirate themed restaurant. No, no, no I do not have to work in a pirate costume or anything, but since my little town's mascot is the Pirates most of the town likes to have something to do with that. Gotta love small towns where all the businesses are centered around the High School.
That brings me to my High School. We call it PHS, and I will for the sake of every time I blog.
Now there are some mysteries behind PHS, like one where people say they built a pool underneath the gym but never finished it and so now it's locked away in some unknown place underneath the school. Also it seems that we have a couple of "spirits" at our school. I like to call them Suzy and Gerald, don't worry they are quite friendly. But the most mysterious, maybe even scariest is the fact that our walls seem to whisper to people, causing chaos with drama and a bunch of rumors... Welcome to the small town I live in.
Nothing sucks worse at school since a majority of the people jocks (athletes) or pot heads... or both... And of course when your mother is a Juvenile Probation Officer like mine... well you get lots of people asking you if your mom is _________. Might as well get a shirt that says YES! MY MOM IS A PROBATION OFFICER! And on the back it would say... AND YES YOU'VE PROBABLY HAD HER!
So anyways, to get back to my ho-dunk little life I am in namely 2 groups. One is FCCLA, if you don't know what it is go to http://www.fcclainc.org/ and find out! It's a leadership thing and now that I am a DISTRICT PRESIDENT. I will be going to state in Billings to become a State Officer! I'm qutie excited for that, since it seems that I'm the only male on there... I'm sure I'll make LOTS of friends... lets hope...
I am also a part of reACT: Agaisnt Corporate Tobacco, no not agains smokers or users of tobacco products, just the people who are TARGETING TEENS TO USE THEIR PRODCUTS. Anyhoo for more information please visit http://www.reactmt.com/ . It holds LOTS of fun stuff :D.
So with being in groups and busy with my relatively hard classes and work... I rarely have time to hang with my friends OUTSIDE of school... suckish I know. But I do LOVE MY CRAZY WILD HAWT AMAZING FRIENDS! They keep me going in life and it's easy to see why once I get talking about it in later Blogs/Vlogs...
So that's it for now, want to know anything more just email me @ mylifetowelcome@live.com and shoot those questions!
Till next week!
Love & Spaceships
This is...
My Life to Welcome.
I am Jerry, I live in a tiny town where you can walk 2 steps and you are already on the other side of town... okay more like a certain amount of blocks before but still it's small. I am a gay teen living in a small town where the only friends I have are known as "Freaks", and man do I love them :D.
Like any small town there are only about 3 things you can do:
1. Go reek havoc at Wal-Mart
2. Go to any sports events, mostly for the pep band, or because you in it.
3. Go to the Sports page (a local bowling alley bar and grill type thing)
Oh I forgot one more thing...
4. Or work...
And since #3 is crossed off everyone's list, except maybe for thosse really unusually slutty freshman and 8th graders that still think it's cool to stay out till 11, and I'm limited to going to #1 and #2 because of lovely #4.
I do work. I work at this cute little Pizza/ Sandwich, now with a Mexican thing added on, Pirate themed restaurant. No, no, no I do not have to work in a pirate costume or anything, but since my little town's mascot is the Pirates most of the town likes to have something to do with that. Gotta love small towns where all the businesses are centered around the High School.
That brings me to my High School. We call it PHS, and I will for the sake of every time I blog.
Now there are some mysteries behind PHS, like one where people say they built a pool underneath the gym but never finished it and so now it's locked away in some unknown place underneath the school. Also it seems that we have a couple of "spirits" at our school. I like to call them Suzy and Gerald, don't worry they are quite friendly. But the most mysterious, maybe even scariest is the fact that our walls seem to whisper to people, causing chaos with drama and a bunch of rumors... Welcome to the small town I live in.
Nothing sucks worse at school since a majority of the people jocks (athletes) or pot heads... or both... And of course when your mother is a Juvenile Probation Officer like mine... well you get lots of people asking you if your mom is _________. Might as well get a shirt that says YES! MY MOM IS A PROBATION OFFICER! And on the back it would say... AND YES YOU'VE PROBABLY HAD HER!
So anyways, to get back to my ho-dunk little life I am in namely 2 groups. One is FCCLA, if you don't know what it is go to http://www.fcclainc.org/ and find out! It's a leadership thing and now that I am a DISTRICT PRESIDENT. I will be going to state in Billings to become a State Officer! I'm qutie excited for that, since it seems that I'm the only male on there... I'm sure I'll make LOTS of friends... lets hope...
I am also a part of reACT: Agaisnt Corporate Tobacco, no not agains smokers or users of tobacco products, just the people who are TARGETING TEENS TO USE THEIR PRODCUTS. Anyhoo for more information please visit http://www.reactmt.com/ . It holds LOTS of fun stuff :D.
So with being in groups and busy with my relatively hard classes and work... I rarely have time to hang with my friends OUTSIDE of school... suckish I know. But I do LOVE MY CRAZY WILD HAWT AMAZING FRIENDS! They keep me going in life and it's easy to see why once I get talking about it in later Blogs/Vlogs...
So that's it for now, want to know anything more just email me @ mylifetowelcome@live.com and shoot those questions!
Till next week!
Love & Spaceships
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