Time: Wasted.

Time is not affected when you are stuck
in your own mind. It's as if you wake up in a bad dream where all the
clocks are smashed, crushed. Kind of how you feel about your dreams.
Clocks may even run backward to bring you back to a relenting past
that you didn't want to remember. However, in this weird state of
what seems like limbo, you can't control it. Watch as the
hallucinations come over you and your eyes submerge into the waters
of your body.

This week has been a very tough one.
So much so that I can't explain it to you, besides the fact that it
seems like it has been one of the longest weeks in my entire life. A
week where I have felt like I was in pure hell. A hell that no one
should ever have to go through and no one should experience but I
know that there are other people that do.

From this week there is one thing that
I have learned, that you there is always somewhere there, whether
they may not be there in person, but there is always someone there.
You are never alone, no matter how alone you may feel one moment.
Even if you can't find someone right away, there is always someone.

I know all of this may seem really
redundant but I don't think that people understand this. Not even I.
After this week I still feel the same way, but I know that at least I
have some people I can look to to help me through these dark times
that seem to be ahead of me. Don't forget your friends are always
there for you.

So much love to you all.

XX
JW