Okay after 2 weeks of not having done a blog, or laundry! I am finally on top of doing both! Yah!
These past two weeks have been quite crazy for me with lots of drama, orientation and cute guys. (: Anyhoo... on with the blog...
I can definitely tell you that I don't think I've felt this way in a very long time. But it seems I get this way every summer and it always ends terribly. I would like to blame summer, for getting me in this weird state of hormones, but I know that it is just the way my life is put together and I shouldn't be so fucking surprised that it's happening... again.
Okay, I'll set up a scenario for you all. Imagine you just got enough money to go buy that brand new camera you've always had your eye on. Let's say for instance, that it's a Nikon d5000. One of the best newer cameras on the market right? Well you finally can go buy it, and for a really good deal! I have that feeling. That feeling of anticipation and excitement of something new in your life, like you can take on the world with just you and that camera. Again, I have that feeling.
Let's remember when you first set eyes on that camera. It was by accidental chance when you first bumped into it, but you did see it before getting your hands on it saying to yourself and friends, “Wow, that's a HOT camera!” And you know it is, as well as everyone else in the room! You always find yourself trying to get glimpses of it every here and there to see if it's pointing on you, about to take your picture so you can feel like you are a part of that camera!
Finally it is your chance to get one and you are sooo excited because fun fact, it has been taking pictures of you and you've got to see them afterwords. The sad part is you don't know if that's the one you want at first, you do a shit load of research and asking friends. You tell them about it and they all point to the signs of “Yes!”
So out of all of that you reach out for it. At first it takes a while to find it, you know “the one.” But soon you do! It's a total of self-fulfillment when you do and you are beyond anything in the world to just look at it and bask in it's utter beauty! Then you buy it....
That's the best part! It's gorgeous, it works nice, no damaged goods and best of all, your friends were right about it, as were your suspicions of it. Now it's like you can't stop taking pictures with it; you want to see the beauty, fun, and happiness it brings in your life. The sucky part is is that it has a crappy warranty. The great thing, you don't care, just as long as you are making beauty with it!
That's how I feel right now. I have found my camera and I'm making beauty with it. We had a couple bumps along the road however just a while ago, but I think in the end all of it will work it's way to a solution.
xoxo
JW
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